I never thought it would come!
I never dreamt it would happen,
You were the pillar of my life,
The cornerstone of my soul.
On you, rested I, my fatigued heart
Trusted you, leaned on you…
Your departure has weakened my
The base of my life, has blinded me
Of all the radiant and vibrant
Colours of joy and mirth.
Now I am a sorrowful wanderer
Veiled under the apparel of gay smile,
Hiding the torments,
Letting people not know, the
Acidic pain, that corrodes my heart;
With each day passing,
And pushing me towards the final
Phase of a loonatic emptiness.

I do not pray you, or bend before you,
For I haven’t learnt… to sue or pray.
But my heart will surely carry the
Everlasting gloom, brought by you.
Never will you know,
Never will people know,
For I keep on hiding, the eternal
Agony and the anguish
And will put up the brave smile
As usual, As ever, For ever….